love

i love damian.
i'm in love with him. some things made me unhappy. but at the end of the day, i HATE being his EX girlfriend. i HATE not seeing him at the end of the day.
and now he's with someone.
of course it hurts, aches, makes me jealous.
i just want him to be happy.
i don't want to lose him, he says i won't but how does he know if he starts a new relationship with someone else.

it just hurts knowing this won't be the last time i cry about him.
and where THE FUCK does my sexuality fit in with all this? who knows. being bisexual can BITE YOU in the ass sometimes.

i glance at the top of each new text and wish for your name.
i think about the future, how happy i am with you.
i think about how i meant it when i said, i know you're the only one for me.
if this is what it's like to 'get over you', then i don't want anything to do with it.

xojj

certainty beats talent.

i want to be certain
i can be certain.

i'm jealous of nuvia.. she's doing such an amazing job with her internship.
and i didn't go to her opening tonight
i'm a fucking punk
i worked 12 hours today yes..
but i could have made it
for support.

why do i keep missing opportunities?!

joy mckinney

i need to start an art blog

will it help my resume?
will it help me land a job?

YES

i want to be the bomb at bloggin
yeahhh:D

our silence condones the action.

i need to make business cards and start making notes about the business i want to create. i need to start moving positively. i need to start making friends. and i need to do do do. do do!
ps: i'm in new york and i love it here.

jenn

pps: missin the bebuh!

happenings.

i want to create art by giving the artists a portal of creativity and imagination. i want to revisit art. i want to be groundbreaking and fun and enter into peoples daily lives through art. possibly bring back happenings?